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3:13pm: other other Livejournal

OH MY GOD, I UPDATED ON THIS LJ!!!! well, actualy im posting about another LJ

 

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this is my LJ focusing around my film(s) so, if ya wanna add it, you can.

8:15pm: kitten on the table
ello, yes i dont talk much on this acount and that is cuz i dont use et. if you care to read my LJ at all, then add qatboy . thats my lj i use, not this one. so yeah, if you care add me, and ill prolly add you, if your not addes already.

5:18pm: saw the white stripes. kicked ass.

saw the yeah yeah yeahs and met the guitarist and drummer. kicked more ass.

note: kerrie O is a godess. a great stage entertainer too. and a godess.

twas an awsome show, twas right up front, got smashed, trampled, crushed by the crouds of people. so much fun. havnt been to an intence show like that ina while. yee!

oh yeah, note: im living in irvine now, and i love et. ets great! yee!

4:26am: live turns
hello, its me again. lots been going on latley. trying to move out of my home, trying to find some good film skooling, a place to live, a job, ive thought a lot about what to do about my futur, blah blah, also, for those you dont know, i met a beautiful girl by the name crystal (though she prefers illiera) who is realy good to me and wonderful. unfortunetly she lives in sacrumento, but still great. she's hopfully gunna be moving down to el cajon. ^_^. where things should llighten up for my kiki. luckaly she has realy great freinds up there, thanks guys for being awsome!
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ive decided to hold of on my movie ive talked so much about, im just not ready to make such a long lencth film. i got these visions, but theyre too high to reach yet, i need to learn more so i can reach that hight. i have no expierence in film realy, just drama. soooooo...im going to try and convince my father to help suport myself so i can move up to irvine so i can atend a occ, a comunity college that i can benifit greaty from ther film program. this cc's film program is so much better than palomars, seeing how palomar had 3 or 4 film classes, where this one has 17, and you actualy learn how to DO stuff. but if i live up here, ill have to work fulltime to suport myself, and then ide have no time to go to skool nor just working on films. but, like i said, its mainly a matter if i can convince my dad that ets a good idea for him to help suport me in my livings. but he is a complicated human. i realy dont know how he'll respond. ill ask him to just pay for part, like rent, and ill try to pay what i can, like what ever he wont pay. who knows. like i said, i realy dont know with him, he's my father, but he's such a gamble.

ive also realized that fallbrook sucks the life out of me. i never get shit done while im there. ever. ive been trying to work on my script thingy for months, just today, while here at my, maybe soon place to live, i wrote a page and a half. just the start of the story of my script. and would have written more if we wernt gunna go get food. i dont know what et is, just being in fallbrook, in my house, even in my little room, i dont care to do n e thing. i cant get n e thing done. i hate fallbrook. its a pritty place, and has nice,....uh...trees, but i just dont like the place. all the old people walking around and driving makes et seem like the whole town is in slow motion. the other day, one of my old freinds called me and wanted to hang out at her new place...in fallbrook,. she moved out, into a house in fallbrook. she wanted me to come over and hang out while her bf was away, wich made me realize, fallbrook makes people creepy! i swear, fallbrook is prolly swedish for hell or something. just has to be. just makes more sence that way. *shutters*

so yeah, if this all fallows through with my dad, then im giong to focus on making short films and digital editing. i need to start somewhere. ets realy up to me to just get shite together and get shite done.

12:35am: i am aNO THAT WAS MERDITH I WAS NOT GROUPING OR BEING GROUPED BY N E ONE NO, IM NOT BEIUNG KLDJALKGHEDAKLHJFDLK IM GOOD BF YAKNOW.

SORRY CRYSTAL, DIDNT DO N E THING. YOU CAN TRUST ME, EVEN ASK ME WHEN SOBVER

12:17am: HIII!!
HWLLO IM DURENK AGAIN!!!! ASTERMICK MARCKS CAPS LOCKS!! THATS PRIVATE MY PRIVATE PARITS, PEOPLE KNOW ABOUT MY PENIS, THEY TALK ABHOUT ET, MAREDITH SAYING I HATEN YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU EVEN IS DRUNK EVEN SRSRUNK EVEN EVEN EVDRUNK DRUNK DRUNK TALK ABOUT MY BELLY BOUTTON ITS LONG LIKE HI MEREDITHS FOOT HOW ARE YOU? PUNCH MAYBE ETS ON JESUS. I HATE YO8U JESUS JEUS LIKES TOO EAT MARSHMEOLLOW PEEPS PEEPSPEPP TILL HE VOMITS YELLOW CAMERO. YELLOQ Cakledjfalkdjflkasjdflkasdjflkasj my caps there gone~!! noooOOO Tehr BACK YAY
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hi may naime is holly.. i'm not drunk, i swear. i can type still just infeinnn
.e fine. im infared. catboy is a drunk boy. y bathrroom smells like CATBOY. batbman
monkey.

Meredith keeps groping me.
she wants me to move now
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4:46pm: something happening? in fallbrook??
shite, thers a police helacopter outside flying, anouncing that thers a mentaly disabled person around town, who has a weapon and is highly dangerous. its crazy, nothing happens in fallbrook. kinda scary, kinda exciting. i hope no one is hurt.

4:15pm: r4dum /\date
hmm..i need a scanner of digital camera.i wanna post on deviantart.com. my dad said he's getting my mom a scanner, but my dad is, ofcorse, unreliable.

eating pringles with chop stix is hard, though im getting pretty good at et. ice cream on the other hand, not so easy. i think everything should be eatet by chop sticks! even steak!...maybe not steak...but most things.

i got to see crystal yesterday, ^_^ and had carnyasada fries, yum!!

my freind arik said he'd help me with this script, so did my brother. i guess i just gotta set some times to sit down(with them) and work on et.

i started a sculture, ill put pictures up as soon as i get my scanner of digital camera! >_< that is if i do.

ack, my hairs getting to long, and the coler just about completley faded. time for new hair!

ive been continplating what i should do about work, i dont think im gunna go back to pizza hut, im thinking of getting a job at dennys instead.

well, my colerbone is healed, prolly to the best its gunna get. i can pretty much do n e thing, except for lift n e thing heavy with that side. with the way et healed, i think thats gunna be permanent, unless i get surgery, wich prolly wont happen.

yay, i get soul caliber 2 today ^_^

11:57am: ra!! i guess my picture uplaoding site crashed or something, lost all the pics >_< grrr

3:02pm: herah! im getting dsl!!! *dances*

1:59am: yay! crystal is coming saterday!! ^_^

9:33pm: i think more old people should explode at random

oh, and for n e one who cares, my cellfone is working again

4:20pm: agravation at ets finest
i help one person, another tells me im doing something wrong. i give advice, another shoots me down. fuck et. maybe i shouldnt try helping n e more.

3:07am: hope
i hate crying. i hate feeling horible i hate feeling completley hopless. i hate whinning. i dont know why im posting this on LJ, im not trying to pry for atention, maybe im just looking for answers. i just feel horible. absolutley horible. my face hurts from crying. this is why i dont want to make myself vulnerable, i feel like an open wound, and n e action i do only makes the would longer to heal. but i cant realy just stop doing and caring. maybe i need to get away, just some time to only myself, no one else, to work out thoughts. but im sure theres no way i can get the finance and freedom to get away long enough to sort out my thoughts. sacrumento was great, but i realy need time to just me.

im not trying to cry for sympathy, i just have problems, i dont want them, and i want to rid my mind of them, so im trying to find a way of doing so.

we all have problems, many people find diferent ways of dealing with them, some just except them as thats how life is and thats how they will live the rest of there life, some dont ever admit to there problems, some say they know they have them and they just want to try and get throught life n e ways, some realize what the problems are specificly and try to solve them, so give up. in n e case everyone has there diferent ways of dealing with them, who's to say n e of them are wrong, i just want to find the best way to be happy, cuz personaly, i dont like to be sad, and cry untill my eyes hurt.

ets just realy hard to solve my problems when i dont even understand the half the time. dosnt mean im gunna give up though, im just feeling a bit lost, thats all.

am i gunna spend the rest of my life trying to figure out how to be happy? i mean, thats what life is, our journal of challenges and conflicts, not the goal its self. maybe thats why im driving myself mad over this, trying to figure out what my goal is, and why i cant see et.

i tought myself to never settle for less, but i also dont belive in perfection, so can i ever be happy with what i have? will i always be working toward something that isnt there? i feel like ive set my bar to an infinite level, but at the same time i dont want less. fuck, i dont know.

i also dont want to reach my goals cuz then i wont work harder. if i reach a "goal" then i wont learn more, and i wont grow.

maybe i know how to go abouts doing things, i just dont knwo what things im suposed to go abouts doing.

3:32am: why jesus should be in the next xmen movie
marlasinger42: i like jesus. he was cool
marlasinger42: he was a hippie rebel dude
qatboyX: i do to, im just saying hed be a good fight
marlasinger42: the church just twisted him and his sayings to fit what they want
marlasinger42: haha okay tyler durden
qatboyX: haha
qatboyX: forgot he wanted to fight him
qatboyX: ide be scared to fight jesus though
marlasinger42: he didn't
marlasinger42: but it sounds like something he'd say
qatboyX: if he can cure the blind and walk on water who knows what else he can do
qatboyX: he prolly has laser vision or something
marlasinger42: hahah
marlasinger42: maybe he'd turn you into a bunch of fish, or turn all of the water in your body into wine
marlasinger42: that'd fuck you up pretty good
qatboyX: hmm....maybe i dont want to fight jesus
marlasinger42: i wonder what other super powers jesus has
qatboyX: hmm
qatboyX: maybe regenerative powers
qatboyX: i mean he was all up on that cross and he came out fine
marlasinger42: that's true
qatboyX: annnd he abvously has super strength
qatboyX: he had to lift that boulder of his grave or something right?
marlasinger42: maybe he bamfed out
marlasinger42: cause i think other dudes went and had to roll it back, and found the cave empty
qatboyX: hmm good point
qatboyX: jesus could prolly take on the whole xmen
marlasinger42: jesus is probably the kind of guy who would fight fair, though
qatboyX: true
qatboyX: or...
qatboyX: just put on the act that he would, then take em all down!
marlasinger42: hahah
qatboyX: though i think he could have thought of a better comstume than just robes
marlasinger42: well you can't forget the birkenstocks
qatboyX: i guess its better than spandex
marlasinger42: yeah, not as cool as Gambit's outfit, but hey, whose is?
qatboyX: no one i know
marlasinger42: damn straight

2:30am: "life is not quite that simple and clean"
well im back. this last week realy kicked ass. i havnt been that relaxed in a looong time, nor that happy, maybe ets being out of this shite hole fallbrook, maybe et was the plesant people from north, maybe et was a certin smile, maybe twas the late nite safe way runs, or the entire hellsing series, or the pb jelly belly thrown out the window, or the lightning, or crystal's vocals of eyes on me, or the long conversations,
or maybe just all of the above.

ill talk of stories later, too tired tonite nite all.

6:28pm: final fantasy is an rpg!!
http://www.owyn.net/flash/chocobo.html

1:29pm: "look at all the people like cows in a heard, well i like.....birds"
well, im still up here in sacrumento, granite bay actualy, but still close. ive had a kick ass weak. watched helsing, talked of anime, video games, ate japanise candy, stayed with a realy qool scotish family, been hanging with realy awsome freinds "ya dumb bitch!" plus this weak has had same realy awsome moments. miauuu. safe way F-ing rocks.

today im going to jelly belly factory with eman holly and meredith, yay! thats gunna be funtastic, then i return here to go bowling. ^_^

howv everyone else been?

2:13pm: 1!
going to sacrumento and chico for a week!! going up monday, be back monday. !!^_^!! everyone else went on vacation, why not me! well, im gunna go pack, leave me posts, its qool to come back to em. yo.

later people, you know youll miss me

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2:29am: ima drink, again, not toomuch longer white guy im realy realy gnne, i think i cant staopim typin she aid i wasn normal stpid fnore i am a d i fahhaw aoshf;a ksd oim realy d runk, never been this druk or drunk, tdunk, i gotta stoop srining or drinking, im realy hammered ive neverrer been been this drunk, maybe i hi9lk o9 ow i hitmy head, i shouid stop drinking, inm not a drunk...............im spiderman, yes!+

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yeah, i decided this is going to be the last time being drunk for a whiiiiiiiile. its 1051am now. me and white guy drank cuz twas his last day here. but yeah, twas a fun nite, just a crappy morning. augh my head hurts.

1:35am: to many hours pass by my open eyes
running on 2 hours of sleep, not sure how im still going realy.....should prolly get some sleep. lotta shite running through my head......again. same ol bullshite i guess...

white guy got druink and a new LJ tonite.

ok, not enough sleep. time fore bed. nite all.

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6:33pm: grrrr! stupid computer! it just erased what i typed TWICE and now my sounds is gone on my computer. stupid to get mad over, i know. just REALY fustraiting.......i want my muuuusiq.

so im home alone now, mom and little brother are away now, older brother leaves tomorrow. houuse to myself.

my colerbone's healin good, its become more of a huge anoyence rather than throbbing pain. i can get around easaly now, i cant lift n e thing at all though. i still gotta take et easy. soon i will be healed to my FULL POWER!! bumbumbum!!

grrr....realy fustraited with computer, sooo much musiq is on et. thats et, im not talking to computer untill it starts using its sound again!.